be prepared for Him to answer when you ask.

i say, "God, talk to me face to face". so He knocks me on my a@#!
there's no night time fairy tale story of love and princesses and unicorns that may inspire john roger. no, God shows me the weight of the sadness and destruction of the earth and man kind.
what the?

i can't think of the name of the movie, but it was probably from the early 90's, and there was a point in the movie that the character sees the past, on tape, that he had missed for some reason, and is blown away and very saddened. i feel the same way right now, but it's for all of mankind...NOW!
i now realize that i have been sitting on my laurels and not doing much to help my community these last few years. He has upped my awareness of not only the distant future of our world in the hands of our children, but now, more for the young adults that are shaping, and VOTING our way into the future.

i have never been one to voice my opinion on politics, ever. i have always voted, but then merely watched as the majority vote took over and reined for 4 years at a time. today, i actually prayed for God's will for the future president, and He opened my eyes to something i can't yet put into words...

i have always been a HUGE fan of the book of revelation. not sure why, but i'm starting to think it's because God is using that to shape my future ministry. wow. where would that fit into 'the stirring'? it scares me to think of leading the "left behind" group. PLEASE GOD DON'T LET THAT BE ME!!! i just got chills...

anyways, day 1 for me has been a whirlwind of info, and it will take some time to digest all that is being sent my way. i need a journal...